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Noted Nest

The Summer Break

Updated: Oct 5

By Saloni Jain



It was the first day of my second year in

college. I sat alone in my usual spot in the

classroom, feeling the familiar sense of

detachment. Suddenly, I heard the sound


of footsteps—click-clack, click-clack—


growing louder as they approached. My

curiosity piqued, I turned my attention to

the doorway. Someone was coming, even

though class wasn’t due to start for a


while.

🙂🙂🙂


The footsteps drew nearer, and then I saw


her. A girl with short, messy hair and

glasses, burdened with a heavy backpack


and wearing a loose college uniform.

Earphones dangled from her ears, the

cords swaying with each step. She walked


in without glancing around, heading

straight to the front row. She sat down,

placed her head on the desk, and seemed


to retreat into her own world.


She ignored me completely, like I was

invisible.


"Have I become invisible?" I


wondered. Who was she? It was our


second year, yet I had never seen her

before. Questions swirled in my mind, but

my heart was caught on one detail—those

innocent eyes I glimpsed as she walked in.


Her eyes made me skip a beat.


😒💕😟


I was always known as the rowdy guy in


college—the leader of the gang, a

backbencher, and the stud involved in

almost every fight. My reputation

preceded me, but beneath the rough

exterior lay a soul that was honest and

straightforward, qualities that seemed

out of place in this world of pretense. This

authenticity, in a way, painted me as the

bad guy in a society that thrived on masks


and facades.


😒🙂


I kept myself separate, not because I didn't

like people, but because I didn't trust their

intentions. Though I interacted with many,

forming superficial connections, I didn't

truly believe in them. The fakeness I saw in

others made it hard for me to forge real


friendships.

🙌🤞🙂


Despite the fights and the tough guy

image, there was a part of me that


longed for genuine connection. I have never

felt any genuine connection with anyone,

but now, something was different. For the

first time, I felt something new. I couldn’t


stop thinking about her eyes. I knew


nothing about her, but my heart felt like it

had found a home, a happy place, in those


eyes.

💕💕💕


One day, I decided to break the ice. After

class, I saw her sitting alone under a tree,

reading a book. My heart pounded as I

approached her, feeling an unfamiliar


nervousness.


🤞💕🤞


“Hey,


” I said, trying to sound casual,

though my voice betrayed my anxiety.

She looked up, her eyes meeting mine. For

a moment, I felt like I could see into her


soul.


“Hi,


” she replied softly, her voice


tinged with uncertainty.


“I’m Havish ,


” I said, extending my hand,

hoping she wouldn’t notice the slight


tremor.


“Hi, Havish. I’m Suhana,


” she said, shaking


my hand lightly.


“New here? I haven’t seen you around


before.


She nodded.


“Yeah, transferred from


another college.


We talked for a while, about everything

and nothing. I found out she loved reading


and was passionate about making a


change.

💘💖💘


In no time, she became very famous in

college. Quiet and introspective, yet an

excellent all-rounder, she topped the class,

won debates, speeches, and a bunch of

competitions one after another. Her

achievements were impressive, but what


stood out the most was her down-to-

earth nature. Despite excelling in


everything she did, she was always ready


to help others.


She was the kind of person who would

tutor struggling students, even the

backbenchers like me, to help them pass


their exams. Her guidance made a

significant difference, not just in my


grades, but in how I viewed myself and my


potential.


But it wasn’t just academic help she


offered. She went out of her way to assist

anyone in need, whether it was lending a

hand with personal problems or offering a

kind word when someone was down. Her


innocence was her defining trait; she


genuinely believed everyone was as honest

and genuine as she was. It was a beautiful

yet heartbreaking quality, given how

often people took advantage of her


kindness.

💝💗💝


I watched her, amazed by her ability to

see the good in everyone, even when they

didn’t deserve it. Her presence made me

question my own outlook on life and

people. How could someone so pure and

unguarded navigate through a world filled


with pretense and deception?


💭😔💭


This contrast between her genuine nature

and the world around her fascinated me.


It drew me closer to her, and slowly, I

found myself wanting to protect that

innocence, to be a part of her world.


I started caring for her but never showed

it. I respected her more than I loved her,

so I never let my feelings be known to


anyone in the college. I knew people loved

judging girls and bringing them down, and

she was already at the top, with many

looking for a chance to criticize her.


🙂🤞🙂


We had a two-month summer break, little

did i know it is going to be my life changing

summer break and fav summer memory.

But, what I get was she blocking me for

the whole break. It was heart wrenching

but also made me realize how much I had


started to love her. I never thought

anything bad about her; all I could think

about was if she was fine, if she was okay.


😔🥺😔


I knew she went for an internship with our

mutual friend Arohi, so I tried to contact

Arohi indirectly just to see if they were


doing well.


Two months passed, the summer break

ended, and Pheww... I got unblocked.

I never had the courage to ask her about

it, but one day she brought it up herself.

"Did you know I blocked you?" she asked,


her eyes searching mine.


I felt nervous but managed to respond,

"Yes, I know. Were you bored of me? Is


that why you blocked me?"


🙂🤞🙂


She shook her head, her expression


earnest.


"No, Havish! I blocked you because

I started to think that you love me, and I

don't want that because I'm not a good fit

for you. I'm just a naive girl that everyone

takes for granted and uses. I don't want

you to waste your time on someone like


me.

"


I interrupted her, my heart aching at her

words.


"You are the best thing that has

ever happened to me, Suhana. You are the

purest soul, and I want to protect that if


you allow me. The best thing that


happened to me was you blocking me. It

made me realize my love for you is divine. I

never thought of any personal touch, but

always your soul. I want to continue that.

"


💖💞💖


Suhana looked at me, her eyes filling with


tears.


"You really mean that?"


"Yes, Suhana. I mean every word. You have


changed me, made me see the world


differently. I love you for who you are, and


I want to be there for you, always.

"


🥹🥹🥹


Eight years passed, and we remained the

same for each other. Suhana became a

motivational speaker and a great author,

touching lives with her words and inspiring


countless people.


I became an international cricket player,


achieving my dreams on the field.


Together, we started a foundation for the


community and kids, giving back and


making a difference.


💖💞💖


Our love, rooted in respect and


understanding, grew stronger with each

passing day, and we continued to support


and uplift each other in every way


possible.

💞🤗💕


Looking back, every moment, every

challenge led us here. From college


acquaintances to lifelong soulmates, one

summer memory made it all happen..


❣️💓❣️


By Saloni Jain



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Saloni Jain
Saloni Jain
6月17日

aww...

that's sweet ❤️

いいね!
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