By Saloni Jain
It was the first day of my second year in
college. I sat alone in my usual spot in the
classroom, feeling the familiar sense of
detachment. Suddenly, I heard the sound
of footsteps—click-clack, click-clack—
growing louder as they approached. My
curiosity piqued, I turned my attention to
the doorway. Someone was coming, even
though class wasn’t due to start for a
while.
🙂🙂🙂
The footsteps drew nearer, and then I saw
her. A girl with short, messy hair and
glasses, burdened with a heavy backpack
and wearing a loose college uniform.
Earphones dangled from her ears, the
cords swaying with each step. She walked
in without glancing around, heading
straight to the front row. She sat down,
placed her head on the desk, and seemed
to retreat into her own world.
She ignored me completely, like I was
invisible.
"Have I become invisible?" I
wondered. Who was she? It was our
second year, yet I had never seen her
before. Questions swirled in my mind, but
my heart was caught on one detail—those
innocent eyes I glimpsed as she walked in.
Her eyes made me skip a beat.
😒💕😟
I was always known as the rowdy guy in
college—the leader of the gang, a
backbencher, and the stud involved in
almost every fight. My reputation
preceded me, but beneath the rough
exterior lay a soul that was honest and
straightforward, qualities that seemed
out of place in this world of pretense. This
authenticity, in a way, painted me as the
bad guy in a society that thrived on masks
and facades.
😒🙂
I kept myself separate, not because I didn't
like people, but because I didn't trust their
intentions. Though I interacted with many,
forming superficial connections, I didn't
truly believe in them. The fakeness I saw in
others made it hard for me to forge real
friendships.
🙌🤞🙂
Despite the fights and the tough guy
image, there was a part of me that
longed for genuine connection. I have never
felt any genuine connection with anyone,
but now, something was different. For the
first time, I felt something new. I couldn’t
stop thinking about her eyes. I knew
nothing about her, but my heart felt like it
had found a home, a happy place, in those
eyes.
💕💕💕
One day, I decided to break the ice. After
class, I saw her sitting alone under a tree,
reading a book. My heart pounded as I
approached her, feeling an unfamiliar
nervousness.
🤞💕🤞
“Hey,
” I said, trying to sound casual,
though my voice betrayed my anxiety.
She looked up, her eyes meeting mine. For
a moment, I felt like I could see into her
soul.
“Hi,
” she replied softly, her voice
tinged with uncertainty.
“I’m Havish ,
” I said, extending my hand,
hoping she wouldn’t notice the slight
tremor.
“Hi, Havish. I’m Suhana,
” she said, shaking
my hand lightly.
“New here? I haven’t seen you around
before.
”
She nodded.
“Yeah, transferred from
another college.
”
We talked for a while, about everything
and nothing. I found out she loved reading
and was passionate about making a
change.
💘💖💘
In no time, she became very famous in
college. Quiet and introspective, yet an
excellent all-rounder, she topped the class,
won debates, speeches, and a bunch of
competitions one after another. Her
achievements were impressive, but what
stood out the most was her down-to-
earth nature. Despite excelling in
everything she did, she was always ready
to help others.
She was the kind of person who would
tutor struggling students, even the
backbenchers like me, to help them pass
their exams. Her guidance made a
significant difference, not just in my
grades, but in how I viewed myself and my
potential.
But it wasn’t just academic help she
offered. She went out of her way to assist
anyone in need, whether it was lending a
hand with personal problems or offering a
kind word when someone was down. Her
innocence was her defining trait; she
genuinely believed everyone was as honest
and genuine as she was. It was a beautiful
yet heartbreaking quality, given how
often people took advantage of her
kindness.
💝💗💝
I watched her, amazed by her ability to
see the good in everyone, even when they
didn’t deserve it. Her presence made me
question my own outlook on life and
people. How could someone so pure and
unguarded navigate through a world filled
with pretense and deception?
💭😔💭
This contrast between her genuine nature
and the world around her fascinated me.
It drew me closer to her, and slowly, I
found myself wanting to protect that
innocence, to be a part of her world.
I started caring for her but never showed
it. I respected her more than I loved her,
so I never let my feelings be known to
anyone in the college. I knew people loved
judging girls and bringing them down, and
she was already at the top, with many
looking for a chance to criticize her.
🙂🤞🙂
We had a two-month summer break, little
did i know it is going to be my life changing
summer break and fav summer memory.
But, what I get was she blocking me for
the whole break. It was heart wrenching
but also made me realize how much I had
started to love her. I never thought
anything bad about her; all I could think
about was if she was fine, if she was okay.
😔🥺😔
I knew she went for an internship with our
mutual friend Arohi, so I tried to contact
Arohi indirectly just to see if they were
doing well.
Two months passed, the summer break
ended, and Pheww... I got unblocked.
I never had the courage to ask her about
it, but one day she brought it up herself.
"Did you know I blocked you?" she asked,
her eyes searching mine.
I felt nervous but managed to respond,
"Yes, I know. Were you bored of me? Is
that why you blocked me?"
🙂🤞🙂
She shook her head, her expression
earnest.
"No, Havish! I blocked you because
I started to think that you love me, and I
don't want that because I'm not a good fit
for you. I'm just a naive girl that everyone
takes for granted and uses. I don't want
you to waste your time on someone like
me.
"
I interrupted her, my heart aching at her
words.
"You are the best thing that has
ever happened to me, Suhana. You are the
purest soul, and I want to protect that if
you allow me. The best thing that
happened to me was you blocking me. It
made me realize my love for you is divine. I
never thought of any personal touch, but
always your soul. I want to continue that.
"
💖💞💖
Suhana looked at me, her eyes filling with
tears.
"You really mean that?"
"Yes, Suhana. I mean every word. You have
changed me, made me see the world
differently. I love you for who you are, and
I want to be there for you, always.
"
🥹🥹🥹
Eight years passed, and we remained the
same for each other. Suhana became a
motivational speaker and a great author,
touching lives with her words and inspiring
countless people.
I became an international cricket player,
achieving my dreams on the field.
Together, we started a foundation for the
community and kids, giving back and
making a difference.
💖💞💖
Our love, rooted in respect and
understanding, grew stronger with each
passing day, and we continued to support
and uplift each other in every way
possible.
💞🤗💕
Looking back, every moment, every
challenge led us here. From college
acquaintances to lifelong soulmates, one
summer memory made it all happen..
❣️💓❣️
By Saloni Jain
aww...
that's sweet ❤️