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Noted Nest

A Little Summer Haze

Updated: Oct 4

By Priyasha Gupta



OUCH, was Ruhi’s first thought as her mom’s beat- up Honda jostled

up and down the winding seaside road. Calangute was a beautiful

town, there was no doubt about it, but they really needed to do

something about these potholes before Ruhi’s brain turned into

oatmeal.

“Are we there yet?” Aarav called from the backseat.

“You’ve asked that like twelve times already, ” Ehan replied.

“So?”

“So would you just shut up already?”

“Both of you shut up,” Ruhi’s mom interjected from the driver’s seat.

“We’ll be there in 5.”

Ruhi kicked her feet up onto the dashboard and leaned back into the

passenger seat, trying her best to hold in a smirk at her dysfunctional

family. Truthfully, it had been quite a long time since the Sarafs had

been together. Ruhi being a three-hour flight away from home during

college made it difficult, especially on a student’s budget. Not to

mention the fact that her mom had enough on her plate providing

for Aarav and Ehan without any help.

That was a whole other can of worms.

Ruhi gazed out at the sea, hoping to find a bit of comfort in the ebb

and flow of the waves. Instead, she watched a surfer flip over his

board and disappear into the water. Guilt instantly flooded through

her as her thoughts wandered to the backpacking trip she was

supposed to be taking with her best friend Aadhya. Her previous

plans meant nothing now, not when this was her last summer with

her Grandpa.


Speaking of previous plans, Ruhi’s phone buzzing in her lap drew her

attention. On the screen was a text from Aadhya.

R u there yet?

U sound like Aarav, Ruhi typed back. Just watched a surfer dude down

himself.

Lmao. U need to set me up with one. Payback for leaving me:(

Ruhi held back a bubble of laughter. I’ll do my best.

How’s your grandpa?

Ruhi’s hesitant fingers hovered over the keyboard. It was difficult to

think about her Grandpa, especially since his cancer had become

terminal. She knew Aadhya was trying to be thoughtful, but it was

probably the 450th time she’d been asked that question in the past

couple weeks, and Ruhi was getting awfully tired of answering it.

Same old same old. She pressed send, feeling the car shift beneath

her as her mom put it in park. Cal lifted her head to where her

grandparents’ cottage sat facing the beach. It was a cute little

building that she had fond memories of, but now there was

something about it that felt...empty. Dark.

The sound of Ehan slamming the car door shut was more than

enough to nudge Ruhi out of her thoughts and into motion, meeting

her Grandma at the door like she’d done for the past 21 years. It was

cheesy, but just the feeling of her grandmother’s embrace reassured

her that she was where she was supposed to be.

“Hi, dear,” her Grandma greeted. “Did you have a good drive?”

“It was just fine, Grandma,” said Ruhi, tactfully leaving out the fact

that her buttocks had fallen asleep close to a dozen times, not to

mention the number of times she’d been tempted to smother Aarav

with her neck pillow every time he asked if they were there yet.


“Gramps!” Aarav yelled, dropping his backpack and suitcase onto the

floor. Where the entryway opened up into the living room, Ruhi could

see her Gramps in his favourite rocking chair, rocking back and forth

like he didn’t have a care in the world. Like he wasn’t dying.

If he felt any pain, he did his best not to show it as Aarav barrelled

into him. Ruhi wasn’t as good of an actor and couldn’t help a wince.

Her Gramps looked so...frail. His hair had dwindled down to a couple

grey strands, his eyes watery and a faded shade of grey. She could

hardly tell how her Grams was managing the pain of losing him day

by day. How she could bear to wake up every day knowing that she

was one day closer to being alone.

When Gramps saw her above Aarav’s shoulder, he smiled, “Hello,

Ruhi beta.”

“Hi, Gramps.” Ruhi greeted, stepping over Aarav’s pile of luggage.

“Where’s the other gremlin?” He asked, referring to Ehan.

“I’m right here,” said Ehan, appearing somewhat out of the blue from

a side hallway. He was quite the sight, with headphone hair that

defied gravity and a ‘Brooklyn Nine-Nine’ t-shirt. “Am I not allowed to

pee after spending the majority of the day in a car?”

Grams clapped. “Oh yes, you’ve just reminded me to check on the

pasta bake. Are y’all hungry?”

“I’m so hungry, I could eat an elephant!” Aarav chimed; his monkey

arms still wrapped around Gramps’ neck.

“No, buddy, you can’t. Not with your tiny stomach.” Ehan taunted.

“Boys, can you not?” Ruhi’s mom asked with a sigh.

Gramps met Ruhi’s eye and winked, as if to say ‘aren’t you glad to be

back with your family?’


Ruhi felt a burning sensation behind her eyes, a feeling she’d been

trying desperately to avoid once she heard how much time her

Gramps had left.

“I think I need to take a walk, actually,” said Ruhi. It was a statement

mad for everyone, though her voice only caught Gramp’s attention.

Nevertheless, he nodded.

Ruhi nodded gratefully and slipped out the back door. It was still

humid, but the sun was beginning to lower on the horizon.

Walking up to the beach, she studied her reflection in the waves,

especially the way the wind had blown her hair into several knots.

She revelled in the feeling of waves rushing over her feet and the hat

of the sun... and was that music?

Sure enough, there was the twang of a guitar off in the distance.

Accompanying it was a girl sitting on the beach, dressed in a pair of

khaki shorts and a loose navy t-shirt. Something about what she was

playing was melancholy yet hopeful.

Ruhi was drawn to her and her feet carried her over to the girl.

“Hey,” she said. “I heard your music. You play really well.”

The girl’s mouth lifted in a half- smile as she glanced up at her from

the ground. “Oh yeah? You must be new to town if you haven’t

before.”

Ruhi lowered herself to the ground beside her. “My name is Aruhi.

But, you can call me Ruhi.”

“Hi, Ruhi,” said the girl. “I’m Nazira. I actually play in a small band

with some friends. We’ve probably had gigs for nearly everyone who

lives here by now.”

“Impressive,” mused Ruhi.

“What do you do?” Nazira asked.


“I’m a medical student. I’ve come here to visit my family.”

Nazira let out a whistle. “Nice. How long are you in town?”

“The entire summer,” said Ruhi.

“Well allow you to personally welcome you to the city of Calangute.

We’re happy to have you.” Nazira turned her head to fully meet

Ruhi’s eyes, and she was startled to find that they matched the color

of the sand in the evening sun. Striking, bold, warm and full of

something Ruhi had lost all sense of since hearing about her

grandfather: hope.


The End


By Priyasha Gupta



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